Showing posts with label missions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label missions. Show all posts

Monday, April 13, 2009

Becoming a Missionary

Few days ago, I received a text message from a grade school friend asking me to be back in missions. Messages to inspire quoted from Christian Service & Ministry of Healing. It was quiet tough to decide since I still have resentments. He even offered me to have a medical training with them. And it was really good though. But I was thinking still have to iron-out things in my life before heading back.
So, what does being on missions really mean? God wants people who are available to commit than having people who have great talents without commitment. This phrase is really tough for me.

Quiet bored being alone at home surfing today, I came across an article about becoming a missionary. I was quiet hesitant to read but anyway I spent seconds to read until I find it interesting. This talks about Elisabeth Elliot,Ii knew nothing about her so I searched for it.

Elisabeth Elliot was once a missionary in the jungles of South America. Some of us cannot discern a life like that. Each of us has our own perspective and may have skeptical ideas of what the mission field is all about, many of which are erroneous or idealistic.

Here's the article I read about her interview through her radio ministry GATEWAY TO JOY.

Elisabeth Elliot: "You are loved with an everlasting love." That's what the Bible says, "and underneath are the everlasting arms." This is your friend, Elisabeth Elliot, continuing my talk today to any who might be possibly considering missionary work.

I want to commend to you the possibility of doing missionary work, lifetime missionary work. That's a great goal. Of course there are many opportunities for short-term missions, but you're not likely to have to be totally immersed in the culture of the people if it's short-term. Very likely you will have translators. And all of that's wonderful, I'm not knocking short-term missions, but I do believe that there are a number of you out there who are seriously considering the possibility of becoming full-time missionaries.

Yesterday I gave you few hints, and today I want to begin by speaking about a woman by the name of Lillias Trotter. She was an Englishwoman who came from a very wealthy family in London. She was born in 1853 and died in 1928. She was a beautiful painter. John Ruskin was her tutor. He was convinced that if Lillias Trotter would give up this crazy idea of wanting to be a missionary that she would be a world famous artist.

Lillias Trotter chose rather to be a missionary. She went to Algiers in North Africa. There are three biographies of her. One of them is by a man named Stewart. The title is The Love That Was Stronger. I think that one is out of print. Then there's one by Patricia Saint John entitled Until the Day Breaks. That's published by OM Publishing. The last I heard it was still in print. There is a newer one called A Passion for the Impossible. That is a wonderful new book that has come out.

Lillias Trotter gave meticulous attention to details, which she said was demanded by the majesty of the indwelling Christ. There is something for all of us to ponder and think about. How meticulously do we give attention to details in our private life? In our homes? In the way we keep the kitchen, the dining room, the bedroom, the bathroom?

Someone may say, "Do things like that really matter to God?" Well yes, I have Scripture that tells me everything is meant to be done decently and in order. I love Lillias Trotter's recognition of the fact that she had to give meticulous attention to detail because it was demanded by the majesty of an indwelling Christ.

Concerning this, she quotes in her journal from an article by Sir Robert Ball who says, "There are animals so wonderfully minute that if a thousand of them were ranked abreast they could easily swing through the eye of the finest needle without being thrown out of order. Yet each of these minute creatures is a highly organized number of particles capable of moving about, of finding and devouring food and of behaving in all respects as becomes an animal as distinguished from a fragment of unorganized matter."

Lillias' comment about that is, "Is that not equal in marvel to the other end of the scale of creation where we lift up our eyes on high and behold who hath created these things. He meeteth out the heavens with the span and comprehendeth the dust of the earth in a measure. The great and the small again alike to Him. How childish it must seem to them up in heaven when we measure the importance of a thing by its size."

She says, "Meeting His wishes," speaking of Jesus Christ, "Meeting His wishes is all that matters. He can find His glory in the day of small things out here as well as in the great spiritual movements of other lands."

At a conference held in her home in Algiers in 1891 she had drawn up some questions for consideration. "Number one, are the converts growing towards the standard that we should wish, the standard of Christ's definition of discipleship? Is the aim of our ministry to them measured by the pattern given in Saint Paul's epistles in caring, in sacrifice, in intercession? Number three, are we fulfilling in our own souls the conditions for blessing that God has laid down? See Malachi 3:10. If so, the promise of the next verse will be set free."

Amy Carmichael was the founder of the Dohnavur Fellowship in India. When people wrote to her suggesting that they might like to come out to work with her in India she would send these questions to perspective recruits, and these are tough ones, believe me. Number one, "Do you truly desire to live a crucified life? This may mean doing very humble things joyfully for His name's sake." Ponder that. Do you truly desire to live a crucified life?

Next question, "Does the thought of hardness draw you or repel you?"

Next question, "Do you love unity and loyalty? What does the word loyalty mean to you?"

"Do you realize that we are a family, not an institution?" She had established a wonderful home for little children who otherwise would have been committed to the temples for temple prostitution, beginning in their babyhood. So she writes, "Do you realize that we are family, not an institution? In our work for our children and others we all cooperate as need arises. Are you willing to do whatever helps most?"

And I want to aid there, a caution. Don't make up your mind that you are going to go to Africa or to China or to India to do a specific kind of work. Because it's my experience that virtually every missionary is going to be asked to do a whole lot of things that were not on your job description. "Are you willing to do whatever helps most?"

"Can you mention any experience that you have passed through in your Christian life, which brought you into a new discovery of your union with the crucified, risen and enthroned Lord?" That's a very insightful question. "Can you mention any experience that you have passed through in your Christian life, which brought you into a new discovery of your union with the crucified, risen and enthroned Lord?"

By all means (and this is Elisabeth talking again now, not Amy Carmichael) learn some of the great hymns of the faith. I find them wonderfully faith strengthening. And many a time in my darkest days as a missionary these have been what brought me out of the miry clay. For example:

"If thou but suffer God to guide thee and hope in Him through all thy ways, He'll give thee strength what ere' betide thee and bear thee through the evil days. Who trusts in God's unchanging love, builds on a rock that not can move. Obey thou restless heart. Be still and wait in cheerful hope, content to take what ere' His gracious will, His all-discerning love has sent.

"Nor doubt our inmost wants are known to Him who chose us for His own." And the last stanza of this hymn says, "Sing, pray and swerve not from His ways, but do thine own part faithfully. Trust His rich promises of grace, so shall they be fulfilled in thee. God never yet forsook in need the soul that trusted Him indeed."

God strengthen and help you, dear friend. Keep your eyes always on the invisible things. The visible ones are merely transitory. Nothing is worth living for unless it's worth dying for. I'd better repeat that. Nothing is worth living for unless it's worth dying for.

One day we'll see Him face to face. Will we hear Him say, "Well done, good and faithful servant." By His grace we will. For in Isaiah 50:7 we have this promise, "The Lord God will help me; therefore shall I not be confounded. Therefore have I set my face like a flint and I know that I shall not be ashamed."

When Jim Elliot was considering going to the mission field he didn't know where to go or what to do, but he had two good ideas. He decided to start corresponding with a missionary in India and one in Ecuador, seeking to determine which field he should go to. In view of the information he received he made a choice--Ecuador. But he, like you, had done a lot of thinking and praying. It wasn't a shot in the dark. It was an act of faith in a God who promises to guide.

Jim used to say, "You can't steer a parked car." It makes sense to move in the direction that you believe God is leading--trusting Him as a faithful Shepherd to lead you in paths of righteousness. Is He going to make it too hard for His obedient sheep? Of course not! If you are steering your car in the wrong direction you can count on Isaiah 30:21. Isaiah 30:21.

Blessing in many ways to all,
Joy

Friday, January 9, 2009

Children's day

Every 2nd Friday and Saturday in January, Thais celebrate Children's Day. It's really interesting to see the parents giving gifts to their kids. At school, various governments offices donated presents to all the students.

I've read these finest words from Kahlil Gibran about child-raising.


Your children are not your children
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through but not from you,
And thought they are with you yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.


You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children as living
arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite,
and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies,
so He loves also the bow that is stable.


Just so thankful for the wonderful parents God has given me. My brother and I have gone this far 'coz they just let the Archer bends with them. While living on this earth, we may also fly as high as we can to share God's ultimate blessing to us.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Have you ever read the Bible?

Happy Christmas and a Joyous New year to all.

I'm teaching in a Buddhist school but we also celebrated Christmas. They celebrated it just for season's sake. Yesterday, while I was standing at the school front door to greet the students, me and my co-ESL teacher were talking about the afternoon Christmas party. He's from Wales. All of a sudden, he asked me, Have you ever read the Bible? so I said "yes"... then he added, Jesus died in the end and He disappeared. He looked faithless and never believed at all.

What a challenge!!! We all have our own backyard to sow the seeds of God's love. Christians are sometimes counting the number of countries where Christianism was opened... but... there are still millions of people in our own backyard who never heard of Jesus. How can tell them of His love???

As the song says:
Somewhere across the waters, there are villages and cities
They never heard of Jesus
Because no one has ever told them
We've got to tell the world
The Lord is soon to come.

How can we tell it to the world??? Have we experienced the greatest love so we can prove as we sow the seed? I believe each of us has our own talent that God has given for us to multiply. We do have different callings. One may tell us to do this..... or do that..... but each one of us is uniquely designed for God's purpose. We can never be the same with our ancestors, or parents or brothers or great grandparents. We are what we are. God has given us the mind to decide, to conceive good deeds and to bring forth glory to God. The very person who will be meeting God in His soon return.

May this year be a glorious one... as God needs workers for the harvest is great and the workers are few. Happy New Year!!!

Friday, November 14, 2008

Click on this: the ABUSED children

Try to click the title "the ABUSED children" for you to link to a blog : a missionary family in Paraguay, "The Vernoys" who did an awesome job to their kids.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

take my life.. and make it yours Lord....

How can you respond if you hear the spirit's call???

See this video I made...




Give me ears to hear Your Spirit
Give me feet to follow through
Give me hands to touch the hurting
And the faith to follow
You Give me grace to be a servant
Give me mercy for the lost
Give me passion for Your glory
Give me passion for the cross

And I will go where there are no easy roads
Leave the comforts that I know
I will go and let this journey be my home
I will go
I will go
I'll let go of my ambition
Cut the roots that run too deep
I will learn to give away
What I cannot really keep
What I cannot really keep

Help me see with eyes of faith
Give me strength to run this race
I will go Lord where Your glory is unknown
I will live for You alone
I will go because my life is not my own
I will go...............

Thursday, April 10, 2008

lice girl

*Written by Ashley Lorson, my roommate. She's a genius.

“Ma’am, you have LICE!” exclaimed my kinder students, who are severly contaminated as well. My jaw dropped as if I had seen a ghost. “The students are so giving. They even share their lice,” texted Tim de la Torre when I requested kerosene to terminate my lice and my dog’s fleas. After Joy Adalaon, my co-worker and roomy, applied my de-lice-ification treatment, I smelt like kerosene for days and carefully avoided direct contact with open flames. The kerosene treatment worked, but our success was short lived. Weeks later, Racquel, a seventeen year old student, shattered my hopes with another lice discovery.

You might think that by this time I would have accepted my fate as lice girl, but I’m not a quitter. Instead, I went to the extreme. I lathered my scalp with my dog’s highly concentrated and pet friendly flea, tick, and LICE killing shampoo! “Why not?” I thought. It instructed the pet owner to massage Flea-Away Dog Shampoo for five or ten minutes before rinsing. Then for best result, apply Flea-Away Dog Powder after drying your pet to perfection. At first I pondered, “Hmm. Shall I or shall I not?” Then in an act of pure desperity, I clenched the white bottle. My thumb covered the logo of a happy puppy wearing a red bow collar. “Man, I should have got the dog powder too,” crossed my mind. “Oh well. I’ll just let it soak into my hair for half an hour,” I decided, which was a big mistake. I could not last even twenty minutes. My burning, itching scalp regretted this half-brained idea until the irritation subsided. Amazingly, it worked, and I now have a new found liceless confidence. I am keeping the shampoo in case of an emergency. Joy is also at great risk.

Weekly, I have my check ups with little Miss Lice-Detector. Risel is seven years old. During recess, she searched my scalp with the intensity of a person hunting the right wire to defuse a bomb. With her little hands filing through my hair, I asked her in Tagalog, “Mayroon itlog [Have egg]?” She replied in Tagalog, “No. I don’t have any, because my baby chicks are still to young to lay eggs.” She is precious!

When I told my family about my infestation, they teased that they might “accidentally” forget to meet me at the airport if I have lice in April! They do not want lice. It is okay though. I can count on my grandparents, Lenard and Carolyn Lorson, to get me, because I know they love me lice and all!

Update: The bad news is Ashley has lice once again. The good news is her parents will still be meeting her at the airport in April.

Risel

*My article during my missions trip ('-')
It was about 11:00 c’clock in the morning, Risel, an eight year old Kinder I pupil asked me, Ma’am Joy, are you planning to go home soon? Why did you asked that question sweety? I replied. Because you can’t walk. Your foot is foot swollen and I saw the pain in your face, answered Risel. Tears started to fall from her eyes. She kissed and embraced me tightly and cried, Ma’am Joy please don’t leave me, I love you so much.
That time my heart melted with teary eyes when I recalled the time I spent with her chatting, dancing, singing. laughing and swimming. I felt the yearning of a mother’s sympathy, care and love living all her life without a mother’s presence. The touches, kisses, hugs and cares blossomed into an intimate relationship.

A week later, I had a great time talking with her brother, Jomel. I asked a bunch of question how Risel grew up. Only to find out, she lived with her grandfather for seven years. A battered grandchild, working so hard to help in taking care of infants, fed the carabao and fetched water from the river. She has an attitude adopted from a very hot tempered grandfather. I then realized that her unacceptable attitude inside the classroom is due to her upbringing. I can now say that she’s not a problematic child, but rather a “child with a problem”. Correcting her attitude is what I’m working now for her to be closer with her classmates and be more patient with them. Being connected with Risel in just two months made me more intimate with my Creator.

Through the eyes of this child, I saw the agony Jesus suffered on the cross of Calvary because of His matchless love for me. Moreover, I felt the infinite sacrifice of God when He gave His Only Son for my redemption.

Through the eyes of this child, I feel God’s ultimate love and His perfect touch in my life. When challenges hovered me in this task He has given, there’s a child in me running and crying to God not to leave me. I may not know what lies ahead, but one thing for sure, I have the blessed assurance that Jesus is mine.

The more I studied God’s Divine character through nature, the more I see His compassion, mercy, love and forgiveness. Above all, I clearly see His unparalled love that urges me more to testify and be a witness so that others may also feel the greatest love of all. To God be the Glory.

Thursday, April 3, 2008

nobility and courage

This article is about my past experiences being a missionary in the remote village, Agbalite (northwest) on the island of Mindoro,Philippines. I formerly worked with Laymen Ministries Inc. Time spent with God is never wasted. It urges me more to choose a better outlook in life and the courage to face the burden of helping the needy with overflowing joy in my heart because of love from above. I thank God for loving me, about all, so patient with my mistakes and still giving me UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Peace, Joy and Love to all.
(*some poems inserted are inspired by Anni B.)

AGBALITE MANGYAN EXCEL SCHOOL
(The first missions trip I've had in my life. I wanna explore more!!!)

THE NEED


Baby Jaymar was in need
He's so sweet
You just want to hug him,
enfold him gently in your arms


She's my friend and I hold her dear
With her I pretend no danger is near
She's all I need, all I have indeed


seclusion
dependence
anxious for safekeeping
protection form above

REFLECTIONS


Why Am I Here?
This question I ask
What will be my special task
You see me and smile
And care for a while
And then you move on
But no help has come


Just a girl
Yet, here it is
The ambition
The composure
And the felicity

ACT OF COURAGE


(Maring & Jimmy: The wife was miraculously healed from deadful malaria.)

Still smiling
We are not upset despite where we are
We don’t need much to be happy
Do you know that the sun shines after the rain?
Do you know that with Jesus there is a happy life?
Can you see life’s pleasures like rice in the field?
Can you smile like I do
When times are blue?


(Janeth: Who loves to tell me, "I miss you, ma'am")


(Ardy & Risel: My kinders who blossomed so fast)


(Clariss: Loves to sing "Sunshine In")


(Ardy: Improved a lot in his handwriting who used to write upside down)


We are all fine, Today is just great
Tomorrow might be a different fate
Do we look worried? We certainly don’t
We can enjoy life, How come you won’t?

The overflowing joy, the million smiles bursting through
It makes me so happy to be with you
All our days are filled with so much fun and laughter
We don't fear the day, whatever will be



We’re happy, we’re together
We’re enjoying the company
And have a great time
You’re welcome to join us


(The Team)


(Agbalite Missionaries '06-'07: Ashley, Jo, Joy)


(Jo,Ash,Joy,Tim)


(Ash,Neng,Joy)

We won’t shut you out
Is it the same where you live?
What’s that all about?


Life is good , Life is a pleasure
When you have food and friends to treasure
No worries, my dear, We have each other
How about you, Do you hold one another?


(Tim, missionary and Bunso)

A Joy Ride........
Sit down!
Come along,
Enjoy the ride!
So much fun and laughter!


(canoeing with my student, mike)


Yes, she is mine
My sweetheart Risel
It feels so fine
To love one another
She’s leaning on me
Seeking safekeeping
And I hold her tightly
She needs my love never ending

EXPECTATIONS


Hi, I’m NICO
You know what I’ll be?
I’ll be smart
I’ll succeed
Where’s the world?
Give it to me
I can be anything
Just wait and see


Look at me!
What will I be?
Will I get my chance in life?
Will there be success if I strive?
Or is this my fate?
To stay here forever
Is it too late?
Will change come never?

THE CHALLENGE


I study hard
I focus well
To learn my part
As you can tell
I need to improve
I have to move on
Look, now I prepare the cornerstone
I am laying the foundation
For my future sophistication


As the light breaks itself on the water
It turns endings into new beginnings
And the children of the future
Search for their life’s meanings


(Rolly: Advanced class)
My challenge.... A better life...


Our view is great and endless it seems
Just like our hopes and like our dreams

The Mission..........


Somewhere across the waters
There are still villages and cities


They've never heard of Jesus
Because no one's ever told them

We've got to tell the world




THE LORD IS SOON TO COME!